SixFeetUnderwater

i wish you knew how deeply i thought about you all those nights i spent so lonely how much i gave for you and just how much it has taken from me if i could have just let go of those twisted morals that ultimately served only to defeat me and if i could only take back the energy spent hoping that somehow i would have been able to conquer you baby i've been sleeping with the enemy my alter ego never rests it just lies deep inside me and if you only knew the battles i have fought and how many times i have claimed a victory simply for the sake of never hurting you then maybe you would better understand how impotent i am against it w

i could see what she wished me to be the exact opposite of everything i was i think part of her just wanted to be free and i wished i didnt completley understand when she looked me in the eye it was then i think i realised right away even though i just wanted to kiss her everything that had been left unsaid was too late to say everything has been washed away from the bottom of a rose shaped teacup my heart just needs some time to mend so please dont leave me alone forever

i wish i could sleep tonight that would be nice nothing gonna get fixed should just let it slide all this noise and confusion seems to cloud my mind what i really need now is some peace and quiet finding it so hard just to close my eyes and this voice inside will never say goodnight im finding it hard learning to take my time what im searching for now is peace and quiet you'll never realise what good it does until you try it we were never designed to feel this tired so switch off the light give in to the night peace and quiet

first time there is a first time for everything a journey of discovery quite exciting while its happening stretching our wings as if we could just fly away but life after first times is just one long suffering it could never ever be the same if i could i would end the world today and put everything out of its misery stab god in the back spit in the devils face neither of them deserve us anyway i wish to feel nothing after all this feel nothing forever and never again

cruel queen smoke machine don't be mean billie jean left to right up all night far too slow here we go bang the drum spin your head in the morning wake up dead close your eyes draw a smile touch the sky say goodnight left to right kill the light hit the floor say no more

a day to surrender.. had a belly full. i've come to the end i'm.. nothing but a fool. all the peoples faces.. all just skin and bone. time that we have wasted.. living all alone.

with two little eyes pressed against my skin, demanding to know where the hell i'd been as words whispered lies all designed to sting, the prettiest eyes that i've ever seen yeah the night was cool and the air was thin, she wore her smile like a beauty queen so we fell into bed she pulled my strings, ill never forget the way that she sings

something just aint right ive been staying up all night trying to figure out trying to decide if love is just a game that we play everyday and if i leave you now why ive thrown it all away so tell me if its true will you take me to your zoo if you put me in a cage you can keep me on display and when its feeding time we can drink the blood like wine as you sit on my face just so that i know my place see the crazy thing with you is that youre not even sure if what you say is wrong youve been talking way too long but one day you will see that theres nothing you can do you thought that you had me when really I had you

i cant beleive that you cant see just what your love has done to me and if i cry to sleep tonight pray in my dreams you'll hold me tight but now i know what could have been i know ill never be the same and in your eyes all i can see the beauty of eternal flames

here i am again writing stories, writing poetry its as if the whole world is sleeping and im just talking to you about the future a future i know wont be what i dream somtimes i get so lonely and hopeless when logic is my enemy, hunger feels like my deity i keep telling myself its all part of the process maybe if i dream hard enough it may alter reality i sat here and watched molehills turn into mountains i looked at the ocean, it seduced me so i dived in just a spark will set the whole world ablaze and ive been starting fires ever since i could forget but its too late now, you did it to yourself is the voice that echo's around m